Finding someone...

I'm questioning if I'm better off being involved with someone, even if being with that person doesn't always add to my happiness, rather than being alone and feeling continually frustrated at the feelings of loneliness I endure.

I know the answer to my own question, but I'm fighting thru feelings right now that I dislike so much that I'd feel like I'd rather have her (whoever she is) in my life and deal with the incompatibilities/frustrations of being in a relationship because I'm starting to see that, for me, those are outweighed by my frustrations of being alone.

Yet, I don't think I could go thru with it unless I really find a very special person because I know from my own experience that it'd have to be someone very special to put up with me.